Tuesday, April 29, 2008

hide moments

1. As I'm sure almost none of my friends know (except for Gackt, Fawny and Miyavi) the hide (he-day for those americans who don't know... and yes, its supposed to be lower case h get over it!) memorial summit is fast approaching. Tonight (technically this morning) I watched a video that made me cry. Now, I wasn't a hide a fan until recently. Fawny introduced me to "Him" in October of 2007 (just last year!) and I guess her strong love and connection to Him has worn off on me. The video was the song "Slipped Away" by Avril Lavigne and was set to various clips of hide. And I admit to crying, I would've cried more than I did if not for the fact that I changed the video immediately after it ended. I miss Him terribly and I didn't even know he existed until a few months ago!
Don't get me wrong, I'm not going to go crazy fan on anyone, I'm not a fangirl type...but I guess something broke inside that was already broken when I saw that video. Fawny is also trying to make me watch another video. I think she wants me to cry! She says that I have to share in her "pain". I think it will kill me before her though, cause she is stronger than I.... :( *Sigh*

2. Jill could make a Nun SWEAR!! God, I hate her! Fawn knows who I'm talking about... I hope she remembered to warn You guys! (Gackto and V)

3. I could be Fawny's MOM!!! ROFL, Inside Joke!! HONEYBLADE!!!
Now that my american friends are sufficiently confused I'm going to take some bendryl and see if it will knock me out since it is now almost 4:30am and I haven't been to bed yet!

NIGHT FOLKS!!!
(drink or die!!!)

*Edit*
Scratch that, at 5:00am she made me watch the other one...

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