RIP

Current mood:crushed

Dear Grandpa,

I don't know what to say to you. I'm sorry that I haven't seen you in almost a year, I'm sorry I didn't get to say goodbye. I just want you to know that I love you and I miss you very much.

Thank you for being a wonderful grandfather and for sharing so much with me. I will always think of you when I watch a Paul Newman movie or listen to Frank Sinatra or watch an IU basketball game or pick up a copy of the Herald Times.

I know this sounds really sappy and really childish, Grandpa, but I can't think of what else to say to you. It is going to be so hard for all of us, because we all are going to miss you so much.

I love you.
Sarai

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Tomorrow is the visitation and Friday is the funeral, so I will most likely not be anywhere near the computer for those days.

To make things worse, you know who is going to be at the visitation because he doesn't want Hannah there all day. None of us want him there, Grandpa didn't even like him so he shouldn't be there, but Mom doesn't want to start a fight with him.

His reasoning for not wanting Hannah there all day is because of what happened when Hannah's grandfather (his dad) back in 2003. If you don't know what happened, message me and I'll let you know. Anyway, we are all a little worried about it too, but that doesn't mean he should be there. He has no right. And if he tries to start shit with my mother I swear to God, I will hurt him.