I am NOT a Disease!

Current mood:indignant

You know, I get really REALLY tired of going out in public with a bunch of preppy skinny ass bitches who think they are just the CREAM of the fucking crop.

I am NOT a Disease! I am another human being! So what I'm not skinny like you? So what I may never be skinny like you? At least I don't sleep around trying to find someone who appreciates me for me! At least I know that when someone loves me they love me for ME and not just my outward appearance.

Obesity may be a social stain on your precious sight, but you know what? I didn't ask to be this weight. I have tried time and again to lose it and you know what? I failed. I fail a lot, because I'm human. But what gives you the right to look at me like that? What gives you the right to criticize what I wear and how much I weigh? Look at yourself in the mirror for a change. Do you not see how you set yourself up for being called a slut and a whore?

I hate being stared at because I am not a size 0. I am tired of companies that only make clothes that impossibly skinny girls can wear and nothing nice for those of us who will never be 0-6. Why is it okay for men to be XXXXL but woman have to be 0 - 4 or they are fat?

I'm tired of never finding anything pretty for myself because no one wants to "indulge" "fat" people. I'm not fat because I want to be, I have a weight problem from being on steroids for Asthma for 18 years! I have a fucked up immune system, a fucked up metabolism and I have exercise induced asthma. And when you are allergic to what they say you should be eating to help you lose weight (i.e. RICE, BANANAS, CORN) what are you supposed to do?

I AM NOT A DISEASE SO STOP LOOKING AT ME LIKE ONE!