All Soul's Night (dA)

Journal Entry: Tue Oct 21, 2008, 10:23 PM

• Mood: Questionable
• Listening to: The Negative Sex - IAMX
• Reading: my own mind!
• Watching: Sarah Palin make an ass of herself...
• Playing: IAMX
• Eating: Ramen as per usual... Do I ever eat anything else?
• Drinking: is bad for your health... *drinks a screwdriver*

So, as many of you know, Halloween is fast approaching. What am I doing you may ask? Well, I'm not doing much. I'm normally very sensitive (if you need an explanation as to what that means write me) and therefore avoid going out on All Hallow's Eve. This year is going to be a little different.

I am going to have a party at my mom's apartment... (yes, I'm still not back in Oklahoma and YES it sucks like hell) Basically everyone who comes is going to bring a bag of candy and a few bucks to help pay for pizza and drinks. We are going to watch scary movies and then go for a midnight (or close to midnight) walk on a forest-y bike trail that is behind the apartment complex. That is it. I'm not going to any graveyards, Halloween is the only day I don't visit the dead. *shakes head*

I am a tad nervous as is, but oh well. I want to have some fun and my friends want me to be social. So SOCIAL it is. *sigh*

Moving on: New short poem. Haven't had much inspiration recently. Besides, have been incredibly distracted by this gorgeous creature I call my boyfriend. Okay, he isn't gorgeous per say, but he is mine so I think he is. And I've been busy applying my ass off at random stores/business trying to find a source of income so that I can do one of two things:
A) Get the hell out of my mom's house
or...
B) Get my ass back to OK.

*sigh* Why is life so hectic?! And why do we need money for everything?! Why can't it be free? Be like this: "Oh, hello Sarai, you are looking lovely today. Would you like a free apartment and you don't have to pay for anything in it or for it?" or "Sarai, would you like free tickets to Japan? There is a lovely little spot waiting for you near Gackt's house and you and your boyfriend can live comfortably for a really long time and never have to pay a dime for anything."

WHY CAN'T IT BE THAT SIMPLE!?

Oh well. Am to tired to be freaking about all this. Welcome to my insanity.

BTW, not to be a shameless plug whore but you should listen to IAMX. HE ROCKS MY FUCKING SOCKS!!! Especially The Negative Sex. Everything I have ever thought about or even dreamt of thinking about he has sung. *sigh* He is Love. Fucking Love. *huggles herself*

okay, seriously, go away! This journal is over. Go do something else now! SHOO!! *throws a shoe at you all*

Sheesh, you'd think they were stalking me the way they keep reading these damn things... I think my language has gotten out of control... *wanders off pondering the meaning of language and sex and religion and all that spins the globe on its hinges*