Wednesday, February 27, 2008

The Time has come to Talk of Many things... (dA)

Journal Entry: Wed Feb 27, 2008, 11:20 AM
  • Mood: Anger
  • Eating: Chik Patties
  • Drinking: Soda
Okay, I apologize to all of you out there who read this, but I am going to whine and complain!!! :(

I hate my job, I hate my family situation, I wanna get the hell out of here SOON!! and I'm broke. Not completely and totally broke, but broke none the less. I somehow managed to go from $118 to $20. Actually, I know how it happened. I just choose not to relate it here.

And I realized something today, I am such a FAILURE! I am 19 years old and I still haven't graduated High School. I'm getting ready to leave my parent's house to go and live in Oklahoma and I don't know how I'm going to get a job. I've never had a "Real" job. I've always worked for Volunteer jobs and my family. And you can't put family on applications.

I'm scared to death, because for once I know what the Hell I'm here for, but I have no idea how i'm going to do it!!

GRRRRRRVATION!!!!

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