Thursday, June 4, 2009

Insanely Crazy and Crazy Insane (dA)

Thu Jun 4, 2009, 7:45 PM

* Mood: Suffering
* Listening to: the voices inside my head argue
* Reading: The House of Gaian by Anne Bishop
* Watching: Monk
* Drinking: Kool-Aid

Hello everyone!! How is it going?

I'm depressed as hell, but you know what? I'll get over it eventually right? Nothing a little counseling and some heavy duty medication can't cure? Right? RIGHT? God, I'm an idiot... anyway...

Nothing interesting going on right now, trying to write some new stuff, but failing. Miserably.

Head is aching and body is drained and I just want a big bucket of popcorn chicken, but can't afford it... Do you know what I mean? Still looking for a job, still looking for sanity in a shitty and insane world.

On June 12th we go back to court, because Bastard wants to take away every right my mother has to my sister. He is so two-faced and such a liar, he is so full of it. I fucking hate all of this, but there isn't a damn thing I can do about, which also pisses me off. And does nothing for my depression...

Plus, I think too much and too hard for my own good. HELP ME!! *sigh*

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