Ice Cream Zombie Has Arrived! (dA)

Mon Jun 29, 2009, 9:33 PM

* Mood: Emotional
* Listening to: Pretty Lips - Sori
* Drinking: Lemonade

Hey everybody,

I am so happy that so many people have been looking at my work, I am in awe of people's support for what I have lately considered mediocre.

I am enjoying life, even though there is a little stuff that sucks. Been dealing with a lot of emotional bullshit. Prayers on my behalf would be lovely, because I am so emotionally messed up, I don't know if I'm up or down half the time. Of course, this works out for poetic reasons, but not so much for my life.

Some stuff going on with the boyfriend and one of my mom's friends has got all of us on edge. Basically, the bf told the guy (M) to stay the fuck away from me. M had recently been making me feel uncomfortable with a lot of flirtation. He says it was playful, but for me it didn't feel like just playing. Mom is pissed off because of it, because she takes M to work everyday and she considers him to be another one of her kids (Then again, everyone is my mother's kid). Anyway, I have secured a promise from Donnie, that he will apologize for HOW he said what he said. I am not upset with WHAT he said, so much as I am HOW he said it.

A cousin of mine in Florida may be paying for me to come and visit for a week or so. I don't know yet, but that would be cool, I think I would be able to just relax and center my emotions if I could just be on the beach and in the ocean. I have always felt a strong connection to the ocean, maybe I was mermaid in a past life? IDK, all I know is that I need some time to just be myself away from my relationship, so if this works out, I'll be really happy. Besides, I want to meet my cousin's BF, he is a really great guy and I'd like to meet him before they are married :D

Well that is all for now, I'm working on some more new stuff, will post when possible. :D