Unusual You

So, I've been listening to a lot of Britney Spears lately... Yes, I know. I don't need any more flak, thanks.

You know, I'm tired of people bashing my boyfriend when I'm right there. Yeah, you know who you are. Not only does it hurt my feelings, but it PISSES me off. No, I can't say it to your face. You are my friend, but you know what? I love him. Can't you at least be happy for me?!

If you are going to bash him, then go elsewhere. I don't want to hear it anymore

Unusual You by Britney Spears is so pretty. It is so sad and it reminds me of him. I keep expecting him to break my heart, but he hasn't yet. I still feel like i'm trapped in a very strange dream. A good dream, but very strange. I feel shiny and broken and empty and full. I don't know.

I'm afraid that at any moment I'll wake up to find that I'm stuck in the same situations I was before.

Are we ever truly awake? Or are we just existing within someone else's dream? What happens when they wake up?