Friday, June 13, 2008

Sparkly Pants and the Pata who wears them... (dA)

Journal Entry: Fri Jun 13, 2008, 12:30 AM
  • Mood: Yearning
  • Listening to: Ra:IN and Pata. I admit to loving sparkly pants!
  • Reading: Drawing Blood by Poppy Z. Brite
  • Watching: My world deteriorate bit by bit
  • Playing: the "I won't barf" game
  • Eating: Cheesecake filling... (BAD ME!)
  • Drinking: SODA!!
Okay, for those of you who have no Clue who Pata is, he is a guitarist from X-Japan. He has this habit of wearing sparkly/shiny pants... and I admit to being passionately in love with sparkly pants... No, I'm not in love with what could be underneath the pants... :blush: though my roomie seems to like to bring up this point. But thats not the point of this journal!

I'm actually writing this because I had some interesting bits of inspiration in the pants department! Today at the all to beautiful Wall of Marts, I discovered these adorable buttons... and some interestingly fun buttons... and bits of fabric that made me smile... and then realized just how PLAIN my jeans were. This sparked the lightbulb!!!

I will be spending tomorrow sewing various bits of fabric, buttons, beads and dragon coins onto my pants!! :D They need some spicing up anyway. if I can get the camera to work I will take pictures and post them here, though some may not consider them art, they will absolutely FABULOUS when I'm done and I want to show them off!

Unfortunately, I could not find the kind of yarn I need to finish my scarf to send off to the Lovely Tora (of Alice 9), but when I return to The Land of Indians (Indiana) in July for the birth of my godson I fully intend to search there for the yarn. Since I originally got it in Indiana, I'm sure I can find it once again in Indiana.

Did I mention that I'm going to Indiana?! :giggle: I will be departing from Oklahoma on the 14th or 15th of July with my friend, Ryan, who is coming to visit me. And will be staying with my mother (and helping her move) until sometime in August when my best friend/sister, Kendra, will take off of work and prepare for the birth of her son, Corbin. I am the God-Mother and am totally psyched because I get to be in the delivery room with Kendra when she gives birth.

This is a rather long journal, but I felt everyone deserved to know how excited I am to be a God-Mother, how happy I am to be able to experience all these different new things that are going on with me and how, no matter what may happen, I have some awesome friends who put up with my bullshit and stick with me no matter the cost.

On a somewhat sad note, due to the health of the drummer/pianist/lyricist of X-Japan, my concert may or not be canceled. I actually hope it is, cause I would rather He get better than try to entertain me. I care about his health more. Thats just me though, many fans are bitching because of it, but I'll be happy as long as he stays healthy. I prefer my heroes to be healthy! :D

And now I close with this last tidbit:
:abduction:

Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Bleeding Love (as performed by Jesse McCartney)



Closed off from love
I didn't need the pain
Once or twice was enough
And it was all in vain
Time starts to pass
Before you know
It you're frozen

But something happened
For the very first time
With you
My heart melts
Into the ground
Found something true
And everyone's
Looking round
Thinking I'm going crazy
Maybe

But I don't care
What they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know
The truth
My heart's crippled
By the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Chorus:
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

Trying hard not to hear
But they talk so loud
Their piercing sounds
Fill my ears
Try to fill me with doubt
Yet I know that the goal
Is to keep me from falling

But nothings greater
Than the rush that comes
With your embrace
And in this
World of loneliness
I see your face
Yet everyone around me
Thinks
That I'm going crazy
Maybe, maybe

But I don't care
What they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know
The truth
My heart's crippled
By the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Chorus:
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open

And it's draining all of me
Though they find it
Hard to believe
I'll be wearing these scars
For everyone to see

Cause I don't care
What they say
I'm in love with you
They try to pull me away
But they don't know
The truth
My heart's crippled
By the vein
That I keep on closing
You cut me open and I

Chorus:
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
I keep bleeding
I keep, keep bleeding love
Keep bleeding
Keep, keep bleeding love
You cut me open