Exhaustion is Exhausting. (dA)

* Mood: Tired
* Listening to: Whataya Want from Me - Adam Lambert
* Reading: Perfume - Patrick Suskind
* Playing: Eurydice in Antigone
* Eating: Cinnamon Roll Pudding (it is AWESOME)
* Drinking: Coca-Cola

As some of you may or may not know (meaning only DaYog knows, because I've not been doing my duty by my viewers) I am in a play right now. Which is why I've not been doing much. I am physically and mentally drained.

Yesterday was our first performance and today we had two performances. We sucked. Reason? My director's insist on taking on children or people with deficiencies, providing ZERO structure and then giving us four weeks to put together a show. Cue shitty play.

Anyway, I have managed to hurt myself all three performances. And now I'm just exhausted and I'm mad because the reason I do these plays is because I enjoy acting and because it is relaxing. I enjoy it. This hasn't been a fun experience for me at all and after this I'm going on hiatus as far as acting is concerned. Which breaks my heart, but I can't do it.

I want a break from my life and acting used to be that, but it is pretty sad when my life is less stressful than the play.

I have begun my book review blog, by the way. Haven't monetized it yet, as I'm trying to build up entries and viewers. There is no point of monetizing if I don't have any traffic at all. So, if you feel like going there is a link somewhere (www.sarailovesbooks.blogspot.com) and I look forward to any comments you might have (since you can comment even if you don't have a blogspot).

And now I think I'm going to go to bed as my girl friend (who might become my girlfriend [see how I closed the space!]) hasn't shown up and I'm exhausted.

Cheers!
Sarai